Sunday, October 18, 2009
DEAR YAYAH,
i'm back..okays..to my chinese friends sorie..guess yew didn't understand my blog because i was speaking in malay in my blog..ppl the reason i'm not updating myy blog is i don't have anything to write at the moment.=) knowing that sch starts..so u noe i noe..everybody's noes..k..?hehe
yayah, there is alot of things that goes wrong in myy life..my relationship with myy family we arent' communicating well..i felt distance i don't know whyy...wen yew feel like yew are goin further and further away wen u no longer knowss wat happen at home..all stuffs..=(
i hate to sae this but i tink i don't even know myselff anymore..it's like i've change to someone i don't know..it's not about growing up change...it's about not being urself...because of yewr attitude ur character...everything...i have a hard tyme sleeping..yew may sae..if i have a problems i could turn to myy parents..it's easy for yew to sae that..but i've tried speaking to them but the kind of reply i get....!very dissapointing. i constantly had a fight with myy sister..like i get easily irritated...what about the time i kept quiet at home..doesn't myy body language..speaks..?can't u even realised that...i have a hard time approaching parents it's just too late..!u'll never understand...
yayah...this is almost the longest entry i've write so far..well a friends onces told me :"to be hurt yew noe what is the meaning of life."sorie yayah...i'm reallie tired...but i knw tmr will be a better dae..xoxo yayah..
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