hello..mii precious so called my daily life diary.hahaha...i use to love to write alot...till i don't know what happen i can't write after that lols...well goin to have a ferst performance in a week time...tiz friday mii last training before the real thing...!nadia are yew ready ready...?haiss....infront of the whole school omg...mix feeling excited n scared?i don't know...hmm...most of mii frens learning driving license...i'm jealous....i want it too...!!!!i'm 18....juz wait till the day comes...todae celebrated teacher's and nadia bdae...everything went well...accept the cake is like kinda big i guess...serious...!but guess what no one brings a lighter to light the candle...so funny wth...haha...i'm soo tired todae...oh yupz...todae i went to chill out with mii frenz...after school watch movies ice age 3...woahh...was cute all the characters...love it it's hilarious..to ppl who's reading u shld watch...u'll love it...kaes...i'm tired of typing now gotta go...!cheeriooo...muakzz...=))

Labels: the day i had mii fun...=)love yew guyz...

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Heyz...erm..todae wake up at 6 30am to get ready fer school went to toilet then i vomitted...hais i don't know why..i'm getting weaker everydae flu,feverish..but free from H1N1kaes..haha pleash don't run away from me i aint no h1n1..warning dulu ehh..i'm so stress exam cumin up performance cumin up damn it..!21 july was the show mii veri ferst show...thinking of how is it goin to be like...with ite students staring us...omg...i juz cant pic that..lol

Oh yea...not forgetting interesting topics...yesterday was boring so i acturlie went yahoo type mi name and tadaa..tiz was what i found out ...nadiah meaning"one who is full of hope" it is a female name duhh..suitable for babygirl name uhuh!!style ladylike ooh...so like me?erm..yew can sae that..lol..impression do yew reallie wanna noe?errr...shy lerhh...ahakz..enough craps nadiah...ok ok...ehehe...small,cute athlete..in one word nadiah as an cute person.hahahaha...wth so funny...do yew reallie believe it?up to yew...mi name is an international name..wow...!is it?i aint self praise..=)kaes..i gotta go..toodle..love yew..

Labels: Nadiah nadiah ....=)i juz love mii name

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Well..wonder why mii title todae is asshidi ridwuan and farisya el-fiza?hahaha...seriously ppl will be calling me crazey...i've planned quite fast huh..at the age of 18!fantastic...lols...those are my childs name...when i grow up later...my son asshidi ridwuan daughter farisya el-fiza..ehehehe...few of mii frends thougth el-fiza was a arab name...not surprise..even mii sis said so..mii mum was like wat name is that?Does it have a good nice meaning behind the name?erm...i was like kinda idk..i juz find the name sweet n cute..haha..

Hmm..todae got up late slept late last night...i cant sleep...like alwaes...lols...mii dae was boring at school...mii besties didn't turn up to sch..wat was i to do...haizz..i seriously miz mii pass life..i don't know why...everyone's been busy all this while..dad mum werking...should i say my life is like no life..?colourless..?hmm...idk...haha...i love to see cheerful friends because i can be happy and stay strong around them they are the kind of ppl i look up to coz..through sadness they can still move on and act as if nothing happens..they are so called happy go lucky but they acturlie live the toughest live..

neway i just discovered something..for 18 years i live..i thought mii life was miserable no one could have understands me and kinda think negative at that moment..i started to think where can i run to..who do i turn to?why do i tink of commiting suicide?this question plays in mii mind everynight...i closed mii eyes and think...calm myself down telling myself it's ok and move on the next day will be better..but heyz...there must be someone out there much more miserable than me..haiss..somebody said this...in his reply"to be hurt yew know what is the meaning of life"till then it forever stays in mii mind...hmm..

well..it's been long since i kept this to myself. i use to wonder why i can't get along..with mii mum..feel a motherlove juz like any other teenagers...i can understand that every parents expresses love in many different ways...some will hug kiss..ask ur daes. at sch .all sorts of stuffs..mi mum gets along well with teenagers mii age..they can laugh jokes...tell each other everything...hmm...shock to sae i'm jealous pretty jealous i mean who wouldn't rite?haha...kaes...i'm tired for now...update again next tyme..love...

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Erm....mii ferst dae of mii second term was boring...the same old thing!!!went to school took bus...when i suddenly remembered i left mii lanyard at home...i was like asshole...grr...haiss...was confident will never get caught...well guess i had a bad dae...the discipline master caught me...it was embarrassing infront of students...haiss...i gave a stupid reason saying mii lanyard was with a friend...he didn't believe ofcourse...but he asked me to buy one instead...i was like...heyz...i don't waste mii money on that lanyard when i acturlie have it at home....

mii friend burst out laughing when i said.."promise promise!!!" i bring it tomorrow....!wth like as if a teacher would say yea ok...haha...hmm....my roleplay script it's not done yet still have to be edited..the topics on the roleplay was dead boring...abt some cut off pay terminate staffs...sort of...i'm running of ideas all i did was typing mii fren did the editing..

oh yeahhh....scored an A on mii Business environment module..was like oohhh wow!!miracle...when acturlie for the ferst two test i flunked all the way badly...man that was bad...mii hand pain i can't write properly..intend to went to the doctor..but ..hmm..didn't think it was serious...?nahh idk..

well i don't usually express things very clearly..at blog..coz...i'm not good at this..yet..wonder why ppl loves to blog...hmm...wondering.......kaes...i'm tired...i'll update it again next tyme...cherio!!

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Jika dunia
Aku yang punya
akan ku dirikan
sebuah syurga
Malam tanpa siang
untukku bermimpi

Sepanjang masa
tanpa kecewa
Bertemankan bintang yang setia
Bagaikan puteri
kisah khayalan
yang hidupnya suci dan sempurna

Oh tapi sayang
hanyalah impian
bulan tak bisa tumbuh di taman
dan bila mentari datang
pulanglah segala kenyataan
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