sweetlover

2009-12-06T00:57:00.000-08:00

"LOVE MAKES TIME PASS, TIME MAKES LOVE PASS..."

2009-12-06T00:33:00.000-08:00

presents on the myy birthdayy..hehe excited to open...a dayy wen i turn 18 big gerl huhh!

thanxx u guyss fer the PINK THINGSS LOVVE IT!!!

EARINGS-from miss whatever- from myy dear sister RIN..

PINK SHIRT-cotton on-from dear friend erah

PHOTOFRAME-Farhana

RING-Joanne

CUPS-Yana

NECKLACE BUTTERFLY-Nimret

Million thanxx..fer those who are there...love yew guyss=)))

p/s:i noe yew must be thinking now then i upload ryte i didn't reallie have time to upload and update myy blogss..soo now since i have the time....the onlie time so whyy not...?hahah

2009-12-06T00:25:00.000-08:00

HAHA MEEE!!!

LOL!!!cute right..?huhuhu

NOOO Don't catch me...!!!

2009-12-05T23:31:00.000-08:00

"Don't let someone become your everything because when they're gone

you have nothing"...

"love is not suppose to be easy...it's supposed to be worth it"..

"Being in love means you can't see anyone else and you can't think about anyone else but

that person. Being in love means finding perfections is an imperfect person...!"

2009-12-04T02:19:00.000-08:00

heyy...it's seem like fer the past two days i didn't blog...seems so long...haiss..something happen reallyy change myy whole lifee..but nevamind i don't wish to remember anything....hmmm...

okaee yayahh, ...i rindu sangat kat u yayahh ehh hahahha...mrepek jekk...!yayahh is myy blog ok..?get the fact...i aint no lesbian lols...haiss..alot of things happen...this year guess it wasnt a good year after all...or was it just me?i don't knoww...

i wanna find job somehow to fill up myy time as i have to get busyy. right now im under control...i can't decide on myy own yett..on wat i'm gonna do..=(what a pity i noe!oohh i wish i'm liiving in myy own small werldd...where there's just yew and me...

here's a storyy for yew darll...we are a happyy couple but behind it there's alwaes something goin on...i want myy love story to be as speciall.i'm alwaes happy with yew but the time. is giving me problemss..seriouslyy the best time i had with yew...is the dayy wen we break fast together watch beth cooper i love yew, break fast again at burger kingg...or or...the time when i first met yew...those dayss are too sweet too remember...=))it all started when myy leg is pain u held me walk with me...asking me am i alrite...goshh i still remember those timess..talking craps with yew on the phone...with this seesaw...i'missed yew...

okaees...myy batt tinggal 10% gotta go..c ya!

2009-11-28T07:09:00.000-08:00

Guys are assholes. if you argue with him you're hard headed. if you're quiet you don't care.if you call him you're too clingy crazy. if he calls you he says you should be happy.

If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. when you do love him, he leaves. if you don't you're a tease. if you do you're easyy. you tell him your problems, he says you're irritating.

if you don't he says you don't trust him. if you lecture him, you just want to argue. if he lectures you it's because he cares. if you break a promise he doesn't trust you anymore if he breaks it it's because he had to.

If you cheat, he expects it to be over, if he cheats he wants another chance. guys drink to forget about girls, girls drink to think back about the guy. when guys are in love, they became poor. when girls in love they become pretty. guys can forget but can't forgive, girls can forgive but can't forget.

When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl when girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy. guys wish to be her first love girls wish to be his last.

Does anyy of these true...?i don't know...hmm...haha well got it from facebook quote...not from myy own..ofcourse..myy speaking isnt that fluent let alone writing lolss...=)toodles myy sis using the laptop haiss...=(update again aitess.cherio!

2009-11-24T04:10:00.000-08:00

Today i hurt myy mama again...i never meant to...she's hurt anywayy now in her room lock herself in there. i just wish i never said anything...i don't know whyy i said hurtful things.dad's goin awayy...everything happen all of sudden...i wish it will all slows down, i don't hate myself but i hate what i become..these dayyss...i've alwaes have troubles one after another so said it's part of growing up...but to me i just hope i could be different. i've alwaes trying so hard..tryin to impressed. But i guess myy words are harsh..=(i don't know but everything happens so fast...

Everything is a messed...i'm tired of trying...myy tests are coming up and if i don't do well i don't have the chance to retake. i have role play's with accounting which is driving me nutss..formulae to remember..script to remember letters format to remember oh yea not forgeting notes to memorise...and and at the same time i had to do myy daily housechores...everydayy after school if house not clean mum will come after me...i just need to relax as i just came back from school but instead i end up saying something hurtful might not be hurtful to me but her..major..i didnt meant it that wayy...i've said thingss...wat lead me to tears was she said this year i've alwaes hurt her in every wayy..if having me as her daughter is making her life difficult then whyy did she let me live in the first place...i should die...and not exist...maybe if i'm not around things would be better or worst..?i'm sayiing wat's on myy mind keeping it will be much hurtful...myy heart is pain...now..i didn't noe where else to go...sometimes yew just feel like goin to some place quiet where yew can be alone...sit down look at the blue skyy...sit and think...

Don't happyy families have problems too...?it doesn't have to be broken families..get the fact...
seriouslyy it is much easier before telling myy mum and dad problems wen i was young...now it seems like small little things yew said you're done...!friendss..?nahh they'll come to yew wen either theyy have problems....or want something from you...haiss...

hmm...i don't wanna thinkk about it...im listening to fireflies byy owl city almost lead me to tearss...the song is soo sweet...love the lyricss...family portrait...byy pink is a sad songg...=(okae i gotta go...no mood=(

EYELINER

2009-11-21T04:19:00.000-08:00

Today i went to plazs singapura with my sis and mum to spotlight. well veri boring so i had my permission to walk around to some other place...saw this clothes from esprit...erhhh so nice!!!
and saw black belt at tiong bahru plaza...can i have it pleassee...ohhh i can controll myy addiction fer shopping but i knew i had to ...cosmetics from star dust!earings,necklace bracelets from miss whatever...OMGG!!!i love whoever bought me that...hahahha...=)

But...i did bought this liquid eyeliner i wanted....hahh!!okae lurhh i lazyy to write more..toodles.

camera

2009-11-15T04:35:00.000-08:00

Honeyy buyy me this and i'm gonna love yew so muchhh...!!!lolss..kidding2..it's ppinkk..slim just like me heh...perasan!hah..i wanttt this camera soo muchhh...acturlie asal kan pink and slim and and if can waterproof lerhh ehh pasal me veri the careless tau2 termasukk mane jekk..hahah..okae2 enough just wanna show yew guyys wats the camera i'm sooo in lovee...honeyy don't jealouss miss pink is just myy another lover hahahhh...i meant this camera lerhh ehh...hmm...goin to meet himm fer the next two dayyss...but but..will meet...we planned everything but god decide..so let's sae anythingg happen...don't get upset k..?just hope everything will go as i planned..hmm..=(..okae toodless...update yew yayahh in the nextt two dayyss...oh yea gonna werk hard fer this camera if i ever werkk..goshhh!!!tempting..

2009-11-13T07:46:00.001-08:00

HEYY heyy how myy best girlfriendss...haha...!i'm bored larhh i don't planned to blog todae bt gosh myy dayy was boring..IAC test damn it...bt nvm atleast i did myy best rather then just giving up seriouslyy 1 hour fer that paper isn't enough...=(

hmm...i just blogged todae to fill up myy time i should be sleeping ryte now wen the weather was like ooohh sooo good to sleepp...like a babyy...hah!!sygg..i'm bored..make myy dayy plz...=)))hehh...okae lerhh there's nothing muchh to saee..coz i'm dammnn freaking lazyy..

i studyy alot todayy..myy roleplayy is done..everything is done good thing i didn't procrastinate it's making me stress...hell!procrastinating is making mee crazeyy...btw..next week myy timetable goin to be hectic...woahh...=(trainings, studying,CCAs,...etc...im gonna miss yew=(

okae lerhh toodless=))no love quote todae penat...!

2009-11-10T06:51:00.000-08:00

//hello wello\\

im backkk...erhh...so tired...=( i wanna sleep but couldn't get some...i cant concentrate studying in class..during myy accounting...haiss..nadiah nadiah wat happened to yew...!simply frustrated.i don't knoww..myy goshh...myy ex ex ex clazmate from pri sch wat a long tymee planning to meet up somewhere this yearr...for reall..or what..??but if it is then oukae ..well i wanna go but it's at nite 8pm at simpang bedok wth...mumm...can i go out at nite...or am i just another stereotype gerls sit at home and be innocent...i don't knoww...hahaha...

well it doesn't matter anywayy...huhu..myy sales are doing fine..so happyy!!thanx to god...=))myy mum who gave me a trulyy full support wen i realllie nid oone...i stilll remembered half wayy i felt like as if the world has ended...bt nope i stood up again...hheeh..!okae me tired larhh i wanna sleep...IAC exams in 2 dayss bloody helll...hahahah...it's been long since i used this..bloody hell sounds harsh huh..?haha...gotta go!TOODLES...=))

2009-11-07T05:54:00.000-08:00

Thiss is chocolate with teddy bear lolipops..stated lolipop..thanx..darl=)

LOlipop:$1.00 MIDNIGHT SKYE

This is as not a real pic to be uploaded...as yew can see it's blur...

gold wrap:EVERLASTING LOVE,Plain choc

silver wrap:ENDLESSLY LOVE, strawberry n chocolate

white chocolate: SWEET HEART

Lolipop dark choc,:Midnight skye

$1.20 EACH!get all 1 NOW..

Interested PM me

Love Nadiah=)wink

Buy 5 yew can get a freegift bag=)

2009-11-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

hello...todayy i lazyy to put pic larhhss..made chocolates...hehex...cant wait to sell..den get moneyy...yeahhh...alah i don't care about the moneyy bt the skills i've learnt...so proud to be doing it myselff...so fun!tink i'm in love with the chocolate...lolxx...hmm...honeyy if yew are reading thiss..just to let yew know...i'm giving yew the chocolate i've made..=))wen eating...silence...tink and comment...easyy 3 stepss..and and must eat infront of me horrhh...hahahax..

sorie guyys...made the chocolates but no time to upload the photos yet...as it's in another camera..will upload soon aitess...hmm...thinking of the name of chocolatess..like so complicated...grr...and todayy woke up myy mum ask me to find a nice...fancyy quote fer weddings...like"honeyy....u'll alwayss be myy onlie one..."//everlasting love"..alah fer newly weds..on their wedding dayy..haiss..aku jugak kene...eh eh...yayahhh ku tkde idea dehh...=(

oh yeahh...uu the cheesecake fer real..ehh...after myy CA1..hehex...cant wait!=))

//Love quote:Find that guyy that will pick up every piece of yewr shattered heart & put it back together replacing it with a piece of his//

sinfully delicious

2009-11-05T02:40:00.000-08:00

DOUBLE CHOCOLATE

See this chocolate here..aww!!!the best chocolate i ever tasted..it's a double chocolate..

with m&m toppingss..well it's a biscuit acturlie butt if yew tried it onces

goshh yew will just be asking fer more

like addiction, obsession,...lolxx..chocoholicc..??

MmM...DELICIOUSS..!

Ermm by the wayy just now went to orchard with mum..went to ION...up to ION artss and saw this gift box..so nice.. i love it!oh yea and sephora (make up) wanted

to go there butt no moneyy at this time...so i rather go when i have

moneyy...atleast it's less tempting ryte..?haha..

2009-11-05T02:27:00.000-08:00

BOO!=P...CUTE!given byy him..aww..meow..thanx=)

19 August 2009

Our ferst meet..teehee..

miz yew!

he meets her

2009-11-04T05:20:00.000-08:00

hehe...todayy school of biz dayy..went home earlyy at 11am...i lazyy to go larhh i'm not the participantss alsoo..haizz..hah!myy CA1 next fridayy seii...not prepared...lagi this fridayy ade extra class...dari tk schh ade schh..tkpe larhhh atleast tk boringgg..kan2..after that got cca ...heh

Eh i like erhh lagu here we go again byy demi lavato..mcm sedapp..hehe..addicted..oh yea btw...at last i made myy decision to sell chocolates when i don't know yet i still have to get the box..decorate it and all stuffs make it attractive for customers to buyy...heh yg choc mahal tu jual kat teacher sudahh...teacher loaded pe...HAHAHAHA...nahh i'm not soo bad..nak bankrupt kan teacherr...rotfl..hah finallyy i get this abbreviation rightt..!!roll on the floor laughing use to be roflt..and himm yew noe who yew are...ketawe kan org je eh ehh...lestic aru tau hah!dahh bace jgn nak tersenyumm kambing...=P..haha..okae lurhhh saye pun da penat awak...da lame tk bual2 budak baikk...lolss...i use tiz wen in pri schh was like ahakzz...!baik nie aku..teringat satu mamat indon dulu salah numberr he spelt "aku like aq" i was like whatttttt..?????

nari tkya love quote gue malas heh!toodless...

In love

2009-11-02T04:46:00.000-08:00

HEYY...todayy went school earlyy glad didn't overslept lolss..i alwaes thought that myy subjects is juz plain bored..haizz..but this semester it was quite okae..hehe..

hmm...myy planned didn't werk out todayy sad=(haha..planned to meet myy sunshine todayy but ferst myy bag is heavyy then the place is far...and and wat time will reachh home. i don't wanna repeat myy stupid mistake again...so text myy mummyy

Me:" Mummy i'm goin home late todayy..=)

Mum:" where to..?

Me: "errr...silent..(something went through myy mind...i wouldn't wanna hurt her again rytee..?

Mum:"wanna tag along to tamp mall...?with dad...

Me:" The ferst thing that went through myy mind was...heyy...dad drive us...!!!yippeee..y nt..
but deep inside i still wanna meet myy sunshinee...=(

and sooo...he called me he said it's alright we can meet some other time thanxx..sunshine yew understand me...thank god! i've hurt so manyy ppl in myy life and i wouldn't wanna hurt myy love one .ever againn...!goshh...IMYSM...onlyy god knowss...okaess stop emoing...hehe
he's goin call me...todayy will be waitingg...=)sorie..fer beingg so difficult to yeww...

Love quote:"he taught me how to love but not how to stop"

2009-11-02T03:24:00.000-08:00

Me and suhailahh=))

Ahaha BULAT!!!=P

Look at it awww...black and white..hehe=))

2009-11-01T02:00:00.000-08:00

LIKE US..two little kitties..!!! Love quote for the dayy: "Be glad of LIFE because it gives yew the chance to LOVE and to werk and to play and to look up at the stars.!"

Airport dayy outtt

2009-11-01T01:55:00.000-07:00

hehe...at Airport with myy galfrenzz..From the left...Elfi, Alice and me...=))we have nothing to do so..go airport..and chill with the ohhh sooo cooling aircon...ppl's must be wondering us with sch uniform chilled at airport of all places. it's kinda cool acturlie...handsome pilot and pretty hawt stewardess..guyys would describe them as))ryte2?Dear yayahhh...aku rinduu kauu...!and honeyyy...IMYSM..=(

2009-11-01T01:41:00.000-07:00

>June 28th 2009, was myy birthdayy..she gave me a teddyy bear with pink clothes...lols..
so cute! Anywayy this picture was takenn byy webcamm...erhhh i miz myy straight hair like alwaess...goshhh...okaess...since yew guyyss wonder myy blog no photo rytte now got...lorhhh..hahahaha....=P

2009-11-01T01:14:00.000-07:00

2009-10-27T04:32:00.000-07:00

DEAR YAYAH,

...I don't know how to begin myy life right now everything is a messed..i feel i lost myy family myy close friends and soonn maybe myy loves oness. i've broken promises, i've hurt ppl..i make people's life difficult. i don't even know who i am anymore. i make mistakes i did it again will i ever learnt myy mistakes...yayah..?

In the year 2009 gives alot of lessons to me, change myy whole life the way i look at things, i'm becoming a materialistic girl.i never could have imagine lying to myy mum..i've alwaes the troublemaker at home..one after another.myy problems now is overwhelming which is too much i can't take it. it's alwaes about me.but year 2009 have opened my eyes ,the people around me positive and negative.Because of the problems i have...i started to be pessismistic..

i did something i shouldn't have done...which leave scars in myy whole life..has a big impact in myy life...and todae i went home at 5pm..break myy fast..and prayed...after a minute something came to myy mind like a lightbulb..i thought of making chocolates and sell it to earn money to pay myy mum..of her hardwork...

The story goes like this....on sunday i was supposed to cut myy hair as i don't have the money so she came to me...i was disappointed...she gave me the moneyy...but i have other plans to go with myy friend and cut myy hair for free...i agreed before that..made up a promise with her and i end up breaking it..=(i hurt her..in other words.)so i didn't cut myy hair just thin...i made a huge mistake a foolish thing..i didn't know it cost till $16..i was shocked...thinking abt myy allowance for the week.and how do i explain .I made a reallie bad decision. which i can't forgive myself..

yayahh...inikah balasan ku..atau just a test to me...??i'm reallie tired...i've tried everyway to change myself...idk...yayahh...setiap kali ku dengar lagu"send it on"...by stars of disney channel reallie makes myy dayy...gives me another chance to live myy life again and forgive myyself and never look backk...move on...and the next dayy will be a better dayy..yayahhh...

2009-10-23T08:11:00.000-07:00

wannt photoss...in myy bloggg...wait long longgg...!!!!hahaha LOL..will upload soonn...if i have tyme larhhh...=P gtg...muackss...

2009-10-23T07:46:00.000-07:00

Through the wind i hear yewr voice in the clouds i see ur name living life without yew just wouldnt be the same...!=(everytime we touch i get this feellling everytime we kissed i swear i could fly...can yew feel my beat fast..i want this to last..)hahaha...

love love love....!!!!!how can i ever define...love..?beautiful nice feeling...?idk..yayahhhh....for the first time...i felt better than yesterdayy...myy mood is "evacuate the dancefloor"...!i wanna sing and dance to the beat....yayahhh nak join...guysss don't read thiss...thiss is just so sooo ....piece of nothing...i'm nt supposed to blog since i have nothing to write...bt bt...im waiting for callsss...so it's like while waiting...hahaha...todayyy i contact myy dear lost long friendd...haha...she vanish and she's back againn...hoping to meet her soonnn..coz i have alllottt of stories to share with herrr...gerltalkks..fer like monthsss weekkks...how i miss yew...!

2009-10-22T07:12:00.000-07:00

DEAR YAYAH,

takkan mungkin kita bertahan hidup dalam bersendirian panas terik hujan badai kita lalui bersama.

Ku menangis membayangkan betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku kau duakan cinta ini kau pergi bersamanya..ku menangis melepaskan kepergian dirimu dari sisiku hidupku harus kau slalu tau akulah hati yang kau sakiti..!

yayah...ku hilang seorang kawan rapatku...yang ku panggil kawan selamanya...kawan menangis kawan ketaweku...haizz..cepatnyer setahun berlalu...dulu kau cakap..we will be bestfriends forever and no one can stand between us..or make us an enemy...or to be far apart..yes i valued i treasured our friendship..but yew hurt me in many wayss...hmmm..tapi tkpe...i noe all of us make new friends...so i'm okae she's okae...=)make mii dae ppl!hahaha

cintaku bukan di atas kertas cintaku geteran yang sama tk perlu dipaksa tk perlu dicari kerna ku yakin ada jawabnya...)hehe..nadiah is simply bored..i cant'sleep..insomnia..?hahaha..jk..

best erhh...main bunga api dat there ..thanx yew guys i had myy funn...yew make mii dayy..alwaes n ever gerlfrienzz...!!haha...hmm...aites nantok erhh penat babe!be right back...=)

2009-10-18T04:01:00.000-07:00

DEAR YAYAH,

i'm back..okays..to my chinese friends sorie..guess yew didn't understand my blog because i was speaking in malay in my blog..ppl the reason i'm not updating myy blog is i don't have anything to write at the moment.=) knowing that sch starts..so u noe i noe..everybody's noes..k..?hehe

yayah, there is alot of things that goes wrong in myy life..my relationship with myy family we arent' communicating well..i felt distance i don't know whyy...wen yew feel like yew are goin further and further away wen u no longer knowss wat happen at home..all stuffs..=(

i hate to sae this but i tink i don't even know myselff anymore..it's like i've change to someone i don't know..it's not about growing up change...it's about not being urself...because of yewr attitude ur character...everything...i have a hard tyme sleeping..yew may sae..if i have a problems i could turn to myy parents..it's easy for yew to sae that..but i've tried speaking to them but the kind of reply i get....!very dissapointing. i constantly had a fight with myy sister..like i get easily irritated...what about the time i kept quiet at home..doesn't myy body language..speaks..?can't u even realised that...i have a hard time approaching parents it's just too late..!u'll never understand...

yayah...this is almost the longest entry i've write so far..well a friends onces told me :"to be hurt yew noe what is the meaning of life."sorie yayah...i'm reallie tired...but i knw tmr will be a better dae..xoxo yayah..

2009-09-15T05:20:00.000-07:00

DEAR YAYAH,

i'm so tired today...yayah...aku boring...ntah tk tau...lagi 4 days nak raye...tapi tk happy at all...haiss...happy erh tapi tk so excited like i use to when i was young.

yayah, ku dah online petang tadi...mii sis nak pakai comp plak...ermm..so it's her turn gotta pass to her..okae...yayah...i gotta go bye...i miss yew so much yayah...yew made the best diary n blog i ever had....hmmm...takaires!!:D

2009-09-13T05:49:00.000-07:00

DEAR YAYAH..,

I MISSS YEW SOO MUCH...!!!got this name by a book...dear yayah,hari nie...lebih okae dari yesterdae...had mii laughter...had fun...ermm..senang hati lerhh.yeahh...yayah...lagi 1 week nak hari raye...!!!YAHOO...DUIT!ahahaha..no lurhh lols...

well nak kate rindu cousin mcm tk sangat...ye lurhh jarang jumpe..klau jumpe pun tyme hari raye buka puase..=)haiss...cepat dah nak next year...ooh..i wish i can stop the the time...!

yayah, tiz year confirm banyak jln ngan kawan...mii band frenz..clazmate...lagi..takpelah...atleast collection ade...hehehe...yayah...aku tau kau penat dengar mii complaints hari2...tapi dengar kau je lerhh mi blog mii diary...nak update mii everydae life yg borin...yew lighten up mii life hahah mcm paham...je...okae lerhh yayah...ku da penat...nnt update lagi lerhh ehhh...selamat hari raye yayah...

mii favourite quote:write in yewr heart that everyday is the best day of yewr life...=))

2009-09-12T04:05:00.000-07:00

DEAR YAYAH,

Hari nie tk dapat ku bayangkan...aku tak tau ape yg fikirkan..sepanjang hari...haiss terkejut jugak aku blog gunakkan bahasa melayu....hahah macam pelik gitu...usually si blogger will start..todae i'm having a bad day..blah blahh...blah...

semalam lepas cca aku buka puase dengan kawan...kat century square haiss then mii prepaid low plak da lurhh low..tinggal 2 cent...nak call text ape...haiss...problem2..ntah mengape sejak2 nie badan aku letih...penat bosan...penat dengan semua...in english org cakap ape..."FED-UP"!dat's what exactly i'm feeling...okae lurhh partly memang salah aku...tkde pasal cari pasal...tgk kan tk pasal2...kene marah...

well...tadi bangun pagi, senyum2..ingat hari nie...will be better than yesterday..skali worst tu ade..lerhh...dah baik2...peluk2..mother daughter...(eh) "jgn buat lagi"...ye mak...tk2..i happy she happy...

kul 3.45pm...Nadiah pegi kedai..beli pepsi..(was supposed to buy yesterday..but then was rushed home...)and beli telur...ye makk...jap2 nnt2...dahhh kul 4 30pm...and the whole thing start with pepsi and telur...dua2..tk berbual...haiss ya allah...help me please...wat shld i do pressured....!
everything bad i did starts with me...like never ending...am i like wat troublemaker...?
haiss ntah lerhhh...i have no more tears to cry....infact imm tired....okae dear yayah...aku da penat...cite...

2009-09-11T06:42:00.002-07:00

DEAR YAYAH!!

DEAR YAYAH

2009-09-11T06:42:00.001-07:00

2009-08-31T05:57:00.000-07:00

Heya...i have just read this blog "minahspeak"wow...thumbs up...read her entry about "hantaran"haha it was like ooh so funny...erm exams coming..so boring...i have nothing to write in mii mind acturlie...hmmm been so bored this few days...well i wanna make over mii bedroom..fer hari raye..yeahh!!!wanna paint mii wall pink.with pink curtains ooh so pinkgerl..hmm...i'm tired after eating so much donut..mcm nk tdo plak...ahaha...da nnt gain plak lols...c ya till then...

2009-08-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

I can't explain this feeling i think about it everyday...guess i gotta live my life from day to day hoping maybe u'll come back...=(and i tell myself not to be afraid to move on but it seems i cant...i can't help a question..!it gets so hard to walk AWAY...

Dear i do like yew...but i just don't know...how to express...it aint easy...HMM...
i don't know what to sae...my mind is tired...sick of everything...wish someone could held my hand and brighten up my life...

2009-07-13T05:46:00.000-07:00

hello..mii precious so called my daily life diary.hahaha...i use to love to write alot...till i don't know what happen i can't write after that lols...well goin to have a ferst performance in a week time...tiz friday mii last training before the real thing...!nadia are yew ready ready...?haiss....infront of the whole school omg...mix feeling excited n scared?i don't know...hmm...most of mii frens learning driving license...i'm jealous....i want it too...!!!!i'm 18....juz wait till the day comes...todae celebrated teacher's and nadia bdae...everything went well...accept the cake is like kinda big i guess...serious...!but guess what no one brings a lighter to light the candle...so funny wth...haha...i'm soo tired todae...oh yupz...todae i went to chill out with mii frenz...after school watch movies ice age 3...woahh...was cute all the characters...love it it's hilarious..to ppl who's reading u shld watch...u'll love it...kaes...i'm tired of typing now gotta go...!cheeriooo...muakzz...=))

Stuck with each other

2009-07-08T05:33:00.000-07:00

Heyz...erm..todae wake up at 6 30am to get ready fer school went to toilet then i vomitted...hais i don't know why..i'm getting weaker everydae flu,feverish..but free from H1N1kaes..haha pleash don't run away from me i aint no h1n1..warning dulu ehh..i'm so stress exam cumin up performance cumin up damn it..!21 july was the show mii veri ferst show...thinking of how is it goin to be like...with ite students staring us...omg...i juz cant pic that..lol

Oh yea...not forgetting interesting topics...yesterday was boring so i acturlie went yahoo type mi name and tadaa..tiz was what i found out ...nadiah meaning"one who is full of hope" it is a female name duhh..suitable for babygirl name uhuh!!style ladylike ooh...so like me?erm..yew can sae that..lol..impression do yew reallie wanna noe?errr...shy lerhh...ahakz..enough craps nadiah...ok ok...ehehe...small,cute athlete..in one word nadiah as an cute person.hahahaha...wth so funny...do yew reallie believe it?up to yew...mi name is an international name..wow...!is it?i aint self praise..=)kaes..i gotta go..toodle..love yew..

Asshidi Ridwuan, Farisya el-fiza

2009-07-07T03:47:00.000-07:00

Well..wonder why mii title todae is asshidi ridwuan and farisya el-fiza?hahaha...seriously ppl will be calling me crazey...i've planned quite fast huh..at the age of 18!fantastic...lols...those are my childs name...when i grow up later...my son asshidi ridwuan daughter farisya el-fiza..ehehehe...few of mii frends thougth el-fiza was a arab name...not surprise..even mii sis said so..mii mum was like wat name is that?Does it have a good nice meaning behind the name?erm...i was like kinda idk..i juz find the name sweet n cute..haha..

Hmm..todae got up late slept late last night...i cant sleep...like alwaes...lols...mii dae was boring at school...mii besties didn't turn up to sch..wat was i to do...haizz..i seriously miz mii pass life..i don't know why...everyone's been busy all this while..dad mum werking...should i say my life is like no life..?colourless..?hmm...idk...haha...i love to see cheerful friends because i can be happy and stay strong around them they are the kind of ppl i look up to coz..through sadness they can still move on and act as if nothing happens..they are so called happy go lucky but they acturlie live the toughest live..

neway i just discovered something..for 18 years i live..i thought mii life was miserable no one could have understands me and kinda think negative at that moment..i started to think where can i run to..who do i turn to?why do i tink of commiting suicide?this question plays in mii mind everynight...i closed mii eyes and think...calm myself down telling myself it's ok and move on the next day will be better..but heyz...there must be someone out there much more miserable than me..haiss..somebody said this...in his reply"to be hurt yew know what is the meaning of life"till then it forever stays in mii mind...hmm..

well..it's been long since i kept this to myself. i use to wonder why i can't get along..with mii mum..feel a motherlove juz like any other teenagers...i can understand that every parents expresses love in many different ways...some will hug kiss..ask ur daes. at sch .all sorts of stuffs..mi mum gets along well with teenagers mii age..they can laugh jokes...tell each other everything...hmm...shock to sae i'm jealous pretty jealous i mean who wouldn't rite?haha...kaes...i'm tired for now...update again next tyme..love...

2009-07-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

Erm....mii ferst dae of mii second term was boring...the same old thing!!!went to school took bus...when i suddenly remembered i left mii lanyard at home...i was like asshole...grr...haiss...was confident will never get caught...well guess i had a bad dae...the discipline master caught me...it was embarrassing infront of students...haiss...i gave a stupid reason saying mii lanyard was with a friend...he didn't believe ofcourse...but he asked me to buy one instead...i was like...heyz...i don't waste mii money on that lanyard when i acturlie have it at home....

mii friend burst out laughing when i said.."promise promise!!!" i bring it tomorrow....!wth like as if a teacher would say yea ok...haha...hmm....my roleplay script it's not done yet still have to be edited..the topics on the roleplay was dead boring...abt some cut off pay terminate staffs...sort of...i'm running of ideas all i did was typing mii fren did the editing..

oh yeahhh....scored an A on mii Business environment module..was like oohhh wow!!miracle...when acturlie for the ferst two test i flunked all the way badly...man that was bad...mii hand pain i can't write properly..intend to went to the doctor..but ..hmm..didn't think it was serious...?nahh idk..

well i don't usually express things very clearly..at blog..coz...i'm not good at this..yet..wonder why ppl loves to blog...hmm...wondering.......kaes...i'm tired...i'll update it again next tyme...cherio!!

Bagaikan puteri

2009-07-06T05:42:00.000-07:00

Jika dunia
Aku yang punya
akan ku dirikan
sebuah syurga
Malam tanpa siang
untukku bermimpi

Sepanjang masa
tanpa kecewa
Bertemankan bintang yang setia
Bagaikan puteri
kisah khayalan
yang hidupnya suci dan sempurna

Oh tapi sayang
hanyalah impian
bulan tak bisa tumbuh di taman
dan bila mentari datang
pulanglah segala kenyataan

i juz loved music!

2009-04-25T02:24:00.000-07:00

well,was selected for soul percussion...ahakz...i played tamborine...the beat is easy 4 beats...the introduction was fun was enjoyed!!and and the seniors all handsome...OMG...tink i juz melt love...seeing them!Gosh that means...do i acturlie meet them every cca dae?haha...okaes..enough!hmm...okaes...i'm so tired...todae...wake up so early for that audition!see ya..

BLAST!

2009-04-25T02:15:00.000-07:00

On saturday went singing club audition...wth...was da ferst to audition...hmm..well to the rest of the guys...thanks fer the support!!!it's appreciated..i kinda scared...ofcourse..well i sang love story by taylor swift thought that was counted as the slow song...but instead it's a fast...beat...i have to choose another slow song...erm...i've choosen My heart by acha septriasa...don't tink i make it ....haha...i love singing but the location is veri far...from mii where i stay..n money transportation...all of that...i tink...i better not...

2009-04-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

Todae..got up at 6.30am..was late for class...my timetable was like...starting class at 8am every single dae...!!!!my mum start nagging of me sleeping late..i meant it takes time for me to get used to sleep early ryte...but anyway i just don't give a damn..hah...it doesn't makes any difference anyway..late or early i still have to wake up...i couldn't say i hate accounting...i just like getting to noe it...sooo.....yeahhh...i'm tired of typing gotta go! winkss...ppl!

My first Orientation day

2009-04-15T03:45:00.000-07:00

Damn...my first orientation day at ite...was soo boring...it's lyke we're doing the same thing over and over again...WTH! well, sad to say my class...was not supportive to my bridge leaders...seriously pity them...they were like raising their voice...out loud...haha...hmm..get to make some new friends....it takes time...for me to like clique with them..or acturlie remember their names...

OMG!i have two nadiah in my class...it's so complicated...it gets funny when teacher was calling the other nadia wen i'm the one responding damn...it!so paiseh....i guess i shld make a nickname for myself...heh...well the difference between us her hair is blonde, while mine is rebonded black long hair...haha...intend to keep longer?...yes!and and.. not only that...her register number is infront of me...so it's like she's juz beside me...haha...so funny...she's pretty i must say...she has this eurasian look...fair complexion ofcourse....hehe...

Hmm...i miss my werking lyfe...it's how weird wen people miss their werk instead of sch lyfe.hAH....maybe...because i have werk for quite a long tyme..

2009-01-06T00:38:00.000-08:00

Nadiah in the house..wassup2...hehex...i gotta a job...yeahh...finally i'm reallie desperately nid money. But at the same time i'm scared if they put me in the west, hmmM...wish is a right job for me...i'm reallie hoping fer this..i nid money to pay up my prepaid...my own expenses..paid things i supposed to pay...hmm...i don't wanna depend on anyone!=D well having an interview early in the morning well i choose acturlie guess i was excited...the human resource was like are yew keen for this job? i was like ABSOLUTELY...i've been searching jobs fer like months...EHEM...yea so...wish me luck....hopefully i can start immediately yeahhh....winkss*!

Goodbye 2008 and HELLO 2009

2008-12-29T21:58:00.000-08:00

yeahh...finally a new year!!!2009...aWAITS...we goin on a family outing this new year...oohh...i waited fer this long...it's been long since we go out.i'm ESTATIC!ouhh...totally...well heard that we planned to watch movie on that day..and hang out till late at night.i mean SERIOUS? like when was the last tyme i ever hang out till late? HMmmm...anyway looking forward to the day...i have nothing in my mind ryte now..juz typing craps...okies...shall stop now...i'm having a bored day:{

\\My best day of my life//

2008-12-29T05:20:00.000-08:00

*winkzz*...everyone...i went out with my primary school....hMmM...we had our fun...talking about our past lives...so hilarious!After all the years....we meet again...it's like gosh finally we met!All this while we are like ...i'm busy with this and that...upcoming exams, homework,new friends...err..i had my fun....we went out about 2 plus....surprisingly i was like the last to reach at our meeting point tampines control station.i saw efa and safirah...i was like arghhh....and we will like ohh..shake hands...hmm...oh it's so exciting...so exciting i can't explain...it further...we are like long lost friends....ehemmm....lols...

Anyway....we watch movies...ermm...twilight damn it...the cinema it's soo goddamn freaking cold !!My friend bought a blanket with her which is kinda good idea haha...i didn't think about bringing a socks or something...shall bring it next tyme..and the most funny part is we muake a deal if we were goin to watch a movie again i shall bring socks, my other friend brings pillow and the other a blankets...i was like LOL...the next thing we will like BURST TO LAUGHTER!!

yeahh...so twilight huh....rated 10 out 10...two thumbs up...for me..but for yew i guess up to yew to decide...hehe=P well i enjoyed myself...it wasn't enough...hanging out with them yet...i wish we had a longer tyme to hang out like the whole day?As if haha!winkss*

okies....later that day...we accompany our dear friend to return her books in the library...went to the toilet wash both my hands which smell like a twisties...i tink my hp smell like one too...oops...heh....we took lots of pictures together as memories.Hmm....our day end with lots of laughter...which i juz cant simply forget...put it this way an unforgettable day of my life!!!well to my dear friends i've alwaes treasured our friendships...true frenz never aparts even if we are miles distance...hehe...i juz love the phrase=)well that is for today..i juz had one wish that i can meet yew guys againn....lotsa loves..i'm done typing...so tired...goodbye for now!!!toodles...*winkss*MmMUAKZZ...!!!

2008-12-26T21:02:00.000-08:00

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
That we ain't talk since we left,
it's so over dueIt's cold outside but between us
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end startsI can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is lingerSlipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-byeTo find a way
that I can tell youI hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right hereEveryday,
seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end startsI can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is lingerSlipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-byeTo find a way that
I can tell youI hate this part right here
I hate this part right hereI just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like northing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies'
Cause i see sunset in your eyesI can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is lingerSlipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-byeTo find a way that
I can tell youThat I gotta do it,I gotta do it,I gotta do it
I hate this partI gotta do it,
I gotta do it,I gotta do itI hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tearsI hate this part right here

I'm soo IN LOVE with this song...*winkss*

My love story

2008-12-26T07:11:00.000-08:00

There are a few times when i find my first relationships...was a disaster...as it wasnt a good one.HmmM...i'm still finding my 'Mr Right'...haha....what if i say....i fall for a guy who sings "My HEART" songs fer me?hehe...nahhh....=p

i'm the type of person likes a guy who is romantic, full of surprises, have a sense of humour..coz....i'm really tired of cool guys...no offence=D i mean be yourself...we gerlz fall fer yewr character not judge by yewr appearance...wat matter me most is you are sincere in loving a girl.hmm...okaes...

I have liked a person before in mi life....well shall not state who...ermm....he's cute...but heyz....crush it's like only fer awhile.he's quite tall...hmm...i alwaes wanted a tall guys...i'm quite tall myself ...heh..standing at 1.6m..it's tall ryte?heh=D

haiss...okay i'm tired fer now...off to bed...winkzz...gudnite love ya!:}have a nice day ppl...*winks winks*...mmuakkzzzz...

\\My life as a teenage gerl//

2008-12-26T05:51:00.000-08:00

well today went out with my sister...acturlie had other plans but was cancelled.In the end i had my bond session with my sis...haha...get my results today it was satisfied....well i did quite well not self praise...but it's just my feeling...hmm...

I went out play arcade, today was boring.HmM....i miss mi frenzz aloadds....infact i'm reallie scared of losing my precious friends.they are the ones who be there when yew need them the most they are the one who understands yew knows the real yew.

Okaess...Monday i'm gonna mit my old primary clazmate it's been years since we last met..damn it we're separated fer damn long years...i can't wait to them...to my pri sch frenz...yew are most treasured by me...hehex...cherished the those times when we laugh our hearts outz.have those crazy days...those days when we share our sad n happy times together.please keep in touch...alwaes...remembered=D WINKSS...

Right here Right now

2008-12-25T06:36:00.000-08:00

+High school Musical+//

Can you imagine?
What would happen if we could have any dream?
I`d wish this moment, Was ours to own it and that it would never leave
Then I would thank that star,
That made our wish come true (come true)
Cause he knows that where you are,
is where I should be too.

Right here, right now I’m looking at you,
And my heart loves the view cause
you mean everything Right here,
I promise you somehow That tomorrow can wait,
Some other day to be (to be)
but right now, t
here`s you and me.

It feels like forever,
What could be better?
We`ve already proved it was
That two thousand words,
Twenty three hours,
Have blended the universe Its gonna be, everything (everything)
And our whole world changed (it starts changing)
And do know that when we are,
( when we are)
our memory`s the same.

Oh we know it`s coming (coming)
oh it`s coming fast,
it`s always you and me
so lets make this second last make it last

Right here, Ooohh right now,
Yeah I’m looking at you,
And my heart loves the view cause you mean everything
Right here I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait,
Some other day to be
(to be) but right now,
there`s you and me.

Dear Diary....

2008-12-25T06:17:00.000-08:00

Hello...heyz...i'm getting my results tomorrow kinda scary. well i'm fickle-minded i guess trying to decide but cant decide..err damn it! my first thought was taking Accounting then now i'm thinking of Early childhood majority said that if yew wanna take up this course then yew must take the risk? Like children playing around ..handles with parents complaint!!

Accounting is alrite but wasnt sure if i can do it =D haha...will try my best!omg...juz wish me luck fer tomorrow.For the first time in my life i'm gonna received my results through via sms.craps...i don't think i'm goin to view it.heh!i gtg fer now wish me luck...*winkzz*